*___Vengeance :)
†About me†
Simon 'Joseph' Shaw Zhi Kiat
Born on 1st December 1991
†Child of God†
Temasek PolyTechnic Informatics and Information Technology School
Cyber & Digital Security
Hope Church, Singapore
TPGuys 1!
†Likes†
To see a smile on the faces of the people, who are oblivious of Death.
Macabre and Horror art
Literature
William Shakespeare
*secret*
†Loathes†
SATAN.
The Desires
†More of Christ, Jesus and less of me.
†More reliance on God.
†More faith in God.
†More trust in God.
A better computer!
A new electric guitar!
A experience with God daily!
To get out of school... soon!
*secret*
†You have eyes that lead me on, and a body that shows me death.
The Events of the Year
The 8th To be remembered
13th March The day I came to know God
13th July The day I was baptized by water
5th November Tribute to Guy Fawkes
25th December Christmas!
21st December 2012 The so called, end of the world
†Dead to the world†
Imagine living in a world without sin...
Impossible isn't it?
Define perfect.
You can't can you.
'Perfect' is beyond the comprehension of the human mind.
I'm glad you made it to this hidden link.
†The Lord's Prayer†
Our Father in Heaven,
hallowed be your name
Your kingdom come Your will be done
on earth as it is in heaven.
Give us today our daily bread.
Forgive us our debts,
as we also have forgiven our debtors.
And lead us not into temptation,
but deliver us from the evil one.
Matthew 6:9-13
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Sunday, January 25, 2009
Moving on...
I have moved on! The new site is http://www.myfinallegacy.wordpress.com. Hehe.
Goodbye cruel world, I'm leaving you today. Will miss Blogger.
With love, this shalt be my final post.
†Bittersweet Vengeance9:52 PM
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Book of Ecclesiastes
As I read through the book of Ecclesiastes... I'm amazed at how God spoke into my heart... I am amazed at how King Solomon was a man after my own heart. As you read through this post, there might be things that you won't understand, I don't expect you to, somethings I say might appear stumbling, but if you look hard enough into it, you will be able to comprehend what I mean.
Life is meaningless, a chasing after the wind. So what if we study so much, achieve a promising career, prosper so much in life, become someone famous, but has yet to enjoy life? It is meaningless. So what if we have a long life, with many friends around us, with plenty of activities and events to attend, but when we die, no one remembers us. It is meaningless.
For the work of Man is meaningless. Everything that is done is already known. Everything that has yet to be done is already known. For the work of God surpasses that of Man. For the wisdom of God surpasses that of Man. Everything is meaningless.
What is meaningful then? Joy. True joy in doing the works of God. True joy is finding joy in doing what we feel like doing. True joy cannot be found easily, but yet it can easily be found if we start doing what we feel is right.
Sorrow is better than laughter, because a sad face is good for the heart. The heart of the wise is in the house of mourning, but the heart of fools is in the house of pleasure. [Ecclesiastes 7:3-4]
†Bittersweet Vengeance8:28 PM
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I don't know what to do, and I feel bad about it. It was my fault, isn't it.
†Bittersweet Vengeance2:49 PM
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Saturday, January 24, 2009
Dead to the World
Would you kindly?
All dried up, and tied up forever, all ______ up and dead to the world...
†Bittersweet Vengeance2:19 AM
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Saturday, January 17, 2009
Dead to the World
Take your time to read through my thoughts... There's slightly over 700 words of thoughts, if you have no intention to read every single word and comprehending them, don't bother reading at all.
It is intriguing how certain things happen, and the flow of events that soon follows after. There is no doubt that someone must be behind all these coincidences, and that can be none other than God. Why is it that certain things, that we try our very best to prevent, still happens? Is it because we are trying to prevent it through human efforts or because it is suppose to happen in God's plan? There is no certainty, but then again, trust is the key to deliverance. If everything were to go according to the way you want it to, now then, how interesting would life get? We need troubles and turmoils in our life to help us appreciate God's deliverance and love more, imagine this, a life without troubles... Do you think you still need God?
Complacency, that is one trap that Satan plants all of us in. We get too complacent with our lives that moving on seems like far too much a hassle. You might not have noticed it, but apparently you are already being complacent. Problems, big or small, they are meant to test us, our reliance on God. Do you just go, "aww c'mon, I've been through this already, I know how to handle it..." or do you go "God, help me out with this, I'm gonna go through it all with you.". Think about it. Everyone tends to get complacent, conscious or oblivious to it, we all do. And, unless you can tell yourself that you're going to rely on God all the way, and seeking His counsel, not that of Man, then can you assure yourself that you're on the right track.
Now, what is right and what is wrong? We can never judge for ourselves, one thing we can all agree on is that we only feel what is right and wrong. Feelings, they are volatile. They can betray us, or bring about joy. Why do I say that we only feel instead of knowing? Well, we feel that things are right because they do not go against our moral conscience. Things like killing, murder, stealing, all these are against the law, and a majority of us know that it is wrong. Well then, if you have been brought up in a family where stealing happens occasionally, killing is a norm, tell me then, would all these seem like wrongness to you?
One thing we can all be certain is that, the Word of God is our the only thing that can guarantee that we are walking right in the eyes of God and Man. But then again, do you really want to live a life that is based upon the expectations of Man? What if one day, no one says words of affirmation to you, will you still be doing everything for God? Words of affirmation from Man is a like a bonus from God, ultimately, you just want to do what is right in the eyes of God. I can assure you that a praise from God about your actions is better sounding than all that of your friends. And also, God is the one who can perceive what is right or wrong, He is ultimately the Judge.
And then again, how can we judge people? How can we say, that this person is ready? Do we even counsel God or we just appoint people as and when we feel like it? And how can we all just assume that a person is not ready just because the person is affected by certain problems? I tell you what I know. If God calls upon someone, NOTHING CAN STOP THAT PERSON. I don't care about all your judgments and assumptions, I live for God and God alone, so what if you don't think that way? Some people should wake up before they rant at others. Secrecy and avoidance, I had enough of it.
Be careful not to do your 'acts of righteousness' before men, to be seen by them. If you do, you will have no reward from your Father in heaven. [Matthew 6:1]
Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. [Proverbs 3:5]
†Bittersweet Vengeance11:24 PM
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Multitudes of villainies do swarm upon him...
BLUR.
†Bittersweet Vengeance1:16 AM
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Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Your silliness I laugh at, your failed attempts I mock.
Hmm, what a day. I would like to...
Pourquoi l'ennui traduisant quelque chose que n'est pas la valeur votre espèce de temps?
†Bittersweet Vengeance12:26 AM
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Sunday, January 11, 2009
My... Rants....
Instead of, "when you're down, just do something else?", why not "why are you feeling down?"
Instead of talking to people through online means, or sms, why not speak to the person face to face?
Instead of just talking to the person when you feel like you have to, because of responsibility issues or what not, why not just be friends with the person?
What's with all the secrecy and avoidance? Afraid?
Ask yourself this, why are you doing what you're doing? I wish to be nice to you people, but my tolerance has its limits as well, if things keep going the way no one likes, I'm going to have to intervene. Stop telling me what to do, but, relate with me before you even try to correct me.
Bloody pea-brains, do not expect everything to be so simple, if things were meant to be simple, there would be no need for counselors, psychologists and the world would have been so much a better place. There would be no need for law enforcement. It all began at the very day when Adam and Eve, fall short of the perfection of God.
Blame yourself for your immaturity, blame yourself for your lack of ability to comprehend something so obvious, blame yourself for not trying to find out more about the person, blame yourself for your inadequacy. YOU CAN'T BLAME ANYONE ELSE, NOT EVEN GOD.
I had enough of all these jargon... I believe what I'm saying here is obvious enough, if you think I'm against certain people and you feel like I'm targeting you, well, DO SOMETHING THEN, I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE FEELING THIS WAY.
Rebels without a cause...
†Bittersweet Vengeance9:02 PM
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What's with all the secrecy and avoidance.
†Bittersweet Vengeance4:14 PM
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Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Could it be true? That he never left my side? It has already been so long. Always behind my back, influencing my thoughts, taking control of me, controlling my every action like a puppet? I pray that this is not true. Right now, I feel Satan's clutch. Something is going on, but God knows what.
Just when I said, facing your inner demons.
†Bittersweet Vengeance6:58 AM
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Moving on...
I have moved on! The new site is http://www.myfinallegacy.wordpress.com. Hehe.
Goodbye cruel world, I'm leaving you today. Will miss Blogger.
With love, this shalt be my final post.
†Bittersweet Vengeance9:52 PM
______________________________________________________________________________
Book of Ecclesiastes
As I read through the book of Ecclesiastes... I'm amazed at how God spoke into my heart... I am amazed at how King Solomon was a man after my own heart. As you read through this post, there might be things that you won't understand, I don't expect you to, somethings I say might appear stumbling, but if you look hard enough into it, you will be able to comprehend what I mean.
Life is meaningless, a chasing after the wind. So what if we study so much, achieve a promising career, prosper so much in life, become someone famous, but has yet to enjoy life? It is meaningless. So what if we have a long life, with many friends around us, with plenty of activities and events to attend, but when we die, no one remembers us. It is meaningless.
For the work of Man is meaningless. Everything that is done is already known. Everything that has yet to be done is already known. For the work of God surpasses that of Man. For the wisdom of God surpasses that of Man. Everything is meaningless.
What is meaningful then? Joy. True joy in doing the works of God. True joy is finding joy in doing what we feel like doing. True joy cannot be found easily, but yet it can easily be found if we start doing what we feel is right.
Sorrow is better than laughter, because a sad face is good for the heart. The heart of the wise is in the house of mourning, but the heart of fools is in the house of pleasure. [Ecclesiastes 7:3-4]
†Bittersweet Vengeance8:28 PM
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I don't know what to do, and I feel bad about it. It was my fault, isn't it.
†Bittersweet Vengeance2:49 PM
______________________________________________________________________________
Saturday, January 24, 2009
Dead to the World
Would you kindly?
All dried up, and tied up forever, all ______ up and dead to the world...
†Bittersweet Vengeance2:19 AM
______________________________________________________________________________
Saturday, January 17, 2009
Dead to the World
Take your time to read through my thoughts... There's slightly over 700 words of thoughts, if you have no intention to read every single word and comprehending them, don't bother reading at all.
It is intriguing how certain things happen, and the flow of events that soon follows after. There is no doubt that someone must be behind all these coincidences, and that can be none other than God. Why is it that certain things, that we try our very best to prevent, still happens? Is it because we are trying to prevent it through human efforts or because it is suppose to happen in God's plan? There is no certainty, but then again, trust is the key to deliverance. If everything were to go according to the way you want it to, now then, how interesting would life get? We need troubles and turmoils in our life to help us appreciate God's deliverance and love more, imagine this, a life without troubles... Do you think you still need God?
Complacency, that is one trap that Satan plants all of us in. We get too complacent with our lives that moving on seems like far too much a hassle. You might not have noticed it, but apparently you are already being complacent. Problems, big or small, they are meant to test us, our reliance on God. Do you just go, "aww c'mon, I've been through this already, I know how to handle it..." or do you go "God, help me out with this, I'm gonna go through it all with you.". Think about it. Everyone tends to get complacent, conscious or oblivious to it, we all do. And, unless you can tell yourself that you're going to rely on God all the way, and seeking His counsel, not that of Man, then can you assure yourself that you're on the right track.
Now, what is right and what is wrong? We can never judge for ourselves, one thing we can all agree on is that we only feel what is right and wrong. Feelings, they are volatile. They can betray us, or bring about joy. Why do I say that we only feel instead of knowing? Well, we feel that things are right because they do not go against our moral conscience. Things like killing, murder, stealing, all these are against the law, and a majority of us know that it is wrong. Well then, if you have been brought up in a family where stealing happens occasionally, killing is a norm, tell me then, would all these seem like wrongness to you?
One thing we can all be certain is that, the Word of God is our the only thing that can guarantee that we are walking right in the eyes of God and Man. But then again, do you really want to live a life that is based upon the expectations of Man? What if one day, no one says words of affirmation to you, will you still be doing everything for God? Words of affirmation from Man is a like a bonus from God, ultimately, you just want to do what is right in the eyes of God. I can assure you that a praise from God about your actions is better sounding than all that of your friends. And also, God is the one who can perceive what is right or wrong, He is ultimately the Judge.
And then again, how can we judge people? How can we say, that this person is ready? Do we even counsel God or we just appoint people as and when we feel like it? And how can we all just assume that a person is not ready just because the person is affected by certain problems? I tell you what I know. If God calls upon someone, NOTHING CAN STOP THAT PERSON. I don't care about all your judgments and assumptions, I live for God and God alone, so what if you don't think that way? Some people should wake up before they rant at others. Secrecy and avoidance, I had enough of it.
Be careful not to do your 'acts of righteousness' before men, to be seen by them. If you do, you will have no reward from your Father in heaven. [Matthew 6:1]
Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding. [Proverbs 3:5]
†Bittersweet Vengeance11:24 PM
______________________________________________________________________________
Multitudes of villainies do swarm upon him...
BLUR.
†Bittersweet Vengeance1:16 AM
______________________________________________________________________________
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Your silliness I laugh at, your failed attempts I mock.
Hmm, what a day. I would like to...
Pourquoi l'ennui traduisant quelque chose que n'est pas la valeur votre espèce de temps?
†Bittersweet Vengeance12:26 AM
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Sunday, January 11, 2009
My... Rants....
Instead of, "when you're down, just do something else?", why not "why are you feeling down?"
Instead of talking to people through online means, or sms, why not speak to the person face to face?
Instead of just talking to the person when you feel like you have to, because of responsibility issues or what not, why not just be friends with the person?
What's with all the secrecy and avoidance? Afraid?
Ask yourself this, why are you doing what you're doing? I wish to be nice to you people, but my tolerance has its limits as well, if things keep going the way no one likes, I'm going to have to intervene. Stop telling me what to do, but, relate with me before you even try to correct me.
Bloody pea-brains, do not expect everything to be so simple, if things were meant to be simple, there would be no need for counselors, psychologists and the world would have been so much a better place. There would be no need for law enforcement. It all began at the very day when Adam and Eve, fall short of the perfection of God.
Blame yourself for your immaturity, blame yourself for your lack of ability to comprehend something so obvious, blame yourself for not trying to find out more about the person, blame yourself for your inadequacy. YOU CAN'T BLAME ANYONE ELSE, NOT EVEN GOD.
I had enough of all these jargon... I believe what I'm saying here is obvious enough, if you think I'm against certain people and you feel like I'm targeting you, well, DO SOMETHING THEN, I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE FEELING THIS WAY.
Rebels without a cause...
†Bittersweet Vengeance9:02 PM
______________________________________________________________________________
What's with all the secrecy and avoidance.
†Bittersweet Vengeance4:14 PM
______________________________________________________________________________
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
Could it be true? That he never left my side? It has already been so long. Always behind my back, influencing my thoughts, taking control of me, controlling my every action like a puppet? I pray that this is not true. Right now, I feel Satan's clutch. Something is going on, but God knows what.
Just when I said, facing your inner demons.
†Bittersweet Vengeance6:58 AM
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